Back to work

Today was my first day back at work. I have dreaded this day from the day I found out I was pregnant. The past 9 weeks have been so amazing. While not always easy, I have loved nothing more than taking care of my baby all day long!

I am so grateful to be able to work from home. This and having a nanny were the only reasons I didn't have a nervous breakdown today. This morning was hard. He was fussy and I could hear him crying from my office. I just wanted to go cuddle with him. But I know he is in good hands, so that makes it easier!

At 4:30, I went downstairs and our nanny was holding him and I went up to him and started talking to him and he just started smiling and cooing at me. It made my day! He didn't sleep much today so I fed him and then just cuddled with him. He was so sweet sleeping in my arms. I snapped this picture with my phone.

I took this one when I finally laid him down.

I am so glad today is over! I hoping each day gets better. I think it will!